Wow that is deep. I can relate to a certain extent not being 14 but I was older about 18. Not logically thinking and thinking I was invincible or I couldn’t get caught up. The worst mistake ever. Dealing with the wrong person of course, what a loser,but I lost out the most. You live and you learn. All that time I waited to have my son and still got it wrong with the wrong person! His father was just as bad as the first person! Ugh and geeze!